i remember you had to pee and we were early anyway. we pulled over to a baseball field and eventually we ended up watching a spider eat a fly, you held me close. somewhere on our way back to the car i think we saw a leaf hanging off another spider web's silk spinning fast and alone, just spinning. i think you may of still been holding me as we watched the leaf spin into oblivion. it was fall, it felt like fall, it smelled like fall, today is always the distinct day for me that fall has come. that change has set in and that i'd have to accept it.